tell me that its over

terrible! i woke up at 545 on my favourite day saturday! went to jw to help childrens church and i was the mobile seller. so unglam! and we got rejected so many times but i kinda force myself to smile smile smile! never felt so rejected and fake in my life! i thought mobile seller was fun, but its actually really horrible! hahas.

monday is the pon day! all the pon-ers went nlb to study! hahas. quite productive okay, considering its my first revision for O! then handi and me had food poisoning after eating at fish&co. =( so much for our 15dollahs!

had graduation service in school today. im so going to miss school, especially the nasi lemak! yeah yeah yeah. thats our motivation to go school! hahas. bev, nam and me planned to give the uncle and aunty farewell gifts on the day of our last paper. how thoughful of us. hahas.

vana came my house to watch devil wears prada! and we were so inspired by anne hathaway gorgeous eye we decided to ermm, make ours like hers. hahas. so we kohl here and there, pat pat powder and TADA! our eyes still remain small though but we look really hawt. hahas. refer below to have a peek at our hot hot shots. hahas.

ive been observing myself lately and found out im really paranoid. im an emotional and sensitive person, i think a lot and take certain things really seriously. i know its time to joke only when i iniate it or you are my crapping joking partner. other than that, please please make it so obvious if you are joking with me. hahas. and i take rejections, ignores and empty promises really seriously. those will make me feel real bad or like as if im a burden to others. gosh im opening this up and i need help, really. hahas.

anyway, here are some shots i took over the few days!